April 6th, 2012

stargate glyphs

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I've been so frustrated lately.

I feel rather disconnected from fandom at the moment. Reading fic hasn't really inspired emotion in me lately. There are a few exceptions, but for the most part I feel like sort of like I do when I'm reading history books - reading because it's my assignment, and it's not uninteresting enough to put me to sleep, but just enough for me to feel like I'm not properly taking it in. I feel like I'm not taking in details, skimming the surface of a fic while missing what's beneath.

It's driving me mad.

I want to disappear into fic like I used to. Or even a book - I'd love to just disappearing into words on a page.

I can only hope this lack of connection to things is temporary.
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